Kedekut sementara

Sesak kejap dada pagi-pagi baca berita pasal price hike. Astro nak naik harga, telcos nak pass on 6% tax to prepaid consumers (walaupun aku guna postpaid) and currently TNB pun dah revise electricity charges. Bil elektrik aku bulan lepas naik 2 kali ganda ok!

Tak kisahlah orang nak kata apa, aku bising tapi orang lain tak bising ke apa. Aku yang bayar all the expenses ok! It's all on me!

Selain belanja rumah, aku bayar pinjaman kereta dan kad kredit. Seriously lepas aku dah settle hutang kad kredit dalam masa beberapa bulan lagi, kad kredit itu akan ku gunakan untuk isi minyak sahaja. Sebab nak dapat points. Lagipun mengisi minyak kereta adalah satu keperluan.

Yes it's true that I don't have to pay house rent as currently I'm living at my family house, only my parents are now living in Kedah and I am staying with my brother here. By right, we should share the expenses right? Don't ask. He does help but I still pay the bigger portion of it.

Me living in elite area (that's what people say) doesn't mean that I am rich enough to bear the currently high cost of living. I still need to do my savings. After all, I am still single.

Single is good, in some ways. But with this current situation, I prefer to have someone else in my life that not only to share my life with, but to share the expenses as well. No, I am not gonna ask from my parents. Let them use their money for their own sake now.

Aku bukan seorang yang berkira. But I have enough of lending my money to others. No more. Aku kena belajar untuk tidak terlalu bermurah hati.

Sebenarnya kalau nak tahu, dengan sikap sentiasa bermurah hati dan bersyukur, alhamdulillah aku sentiasa merasa cukup dengan apa yang ada. Tapi dengan semua benda harga dah naik, dah sampai masa aku fikirkan tentang diri aku dan masa depan aku.

No more.

Aku nak jadi kedekut buat sementara waktu.

Sedekah?