An experience

Bismillah,

Baru aku perasan, my previous post tak dimulakan dgn kalimah Allah.

So what? Nak tunjuk yg aku beriman sgt ke?

*muka masing2 jd pelik* kenapa tetiba aku kata mcm tu?

Once upon a time, less than an hour ago at the office, a Chinese friend of mine was helping me with my pc. It's a he. The help needs the pc to be restarted. While waiting for the pc to restart, he took my phone and browsing through my fb account *suka hati dia tp watever laa kan*. He saw the word "Rasulullah S.A.W." at one of my status and out of curiousity he asked me what does 'S.A.W.' mean. "Is it Assalamualaikum?" I said "No, it's Sollallahualaihiwassalam *please correct my spelling* which is a praise to our Prophet".

Then he browsed his eyebrows and said to me: "So what? You're supposed to be so religious is it?"

Honestly, I was shocked with that sudden question, but able to maintain my calmness.

Tak sempat aku nak jawab pape, pc da restart, and there was this one application called e-solat, appeared everytime I turn on the pc. Mind you, it was the previous officer who download the application. I am happy to have it.

Looking at that, he looked at me with 'that one look' and said, "Ni pun u ada? Nak tunjuk yang u beriman la nie?"

Spontaniously being defensive, I said "it's the previous officer ok, haloo'"

Then only I realized. Ya Allah, why am I being defensive? Mcm x suka jer kan. Rasa bersalah masa tu. Cepat2 aku mengucap dan beristighfar.

On the positive side, it was a good training and experience to encounter with honest and outspoken people like that.

Bila aku dah bertenang, aku yakin aku x kesa part dia kata aku religious dan beriman sbb nikmat iman adalah antara nikmat terbesar dr Allah. Yang buat aku tersentap ialah bila dia kata aku menunjuk.

Menunjukkah aku?